Feigned Absolution

ʎsdoʇ ʎʌɹnʇ ǝpısdn uʍop
feeling all around
A collage of colours lead me astray from
The orange beacons guiding my way

On top of the world I was looking
Free, indestructible, life of the show
Now all


and the cold’s creeping in
Drowning in truth
Dreading reality.

I’ve been here before, I know what’s to come
To savour the numbness my only relief
Constricted, destroyed I will remain
My only way to extinguish the pain.